I am dead tired man... Really feel like I am can't hold out. Lack of sleep and rest these few days and I hate this kinda life. So hectic..

Like yesterday, after getting out of bed, it was straight down to town with my Mum to get some clothes. Rush back again home to eat and pack my stuffs and I was so damn late for guitar lessons so I had no choice but to take a cab down.

Today Pei Zi came over to my house and she hang around for quite away. Caught up with some stuffs and etc. And now, going out again, trying to hunt for a suitable top for my skirt or pants for my presentation on Tuesday. Zzzzz... I got no chance to relax at all man. Luckily html assignments are over..

Hopefully tomorrow's pool will help me relax.

Was listening to my Zen Micro in the bus when suddenly thoughts came back to me again. For no particular reason, just sank into a mood of deep melancholy.

Perhaps it was because of some sad tunes and lyrics that made a powerful impact. Then I just thought that in life, the little decisions u make can make such big changes. Just like deciding where you want to sit in the bus, can change the whole sitting position of others. It's scary.

Made me thought again with nostalgia of my carefree childhood. Really miss my primary school days when is was one of the best times in my life. Remembering...

Participicating actively in class when questions were asked. My bestfriend and I would just raise our hands up..

Playing "Here, there and everywhere" game using the poles of the shelter... Playing Mr Wolf, ABC, hand-games and inventing our own games..

Racing with each other in the field...

Playing at the monkey-bar area which we were not supposed to and was scolded by the vice-principal. And thought too that it was very funny how we got scolded and laughed it out later...

Birthday celebrations of friends were always fun. Playing great games and really cool prizes...

Writing pen-pal mails in class secretly when we were often caught and scolded...

Taking lots and lots of neoprints and didn't mind that it was expensive...

How we used to give funny nicknames to teachers we hate...

How we imitated teachers on their words and actions...

And many many more.......

How I really miss those days of never-ending fun and excitement.. That's why I was thinking nothing lasts forever and all the more we should cherish and treasure every single moment.

Finally applied for a debit card. Went to Bishan's UOB branch with Clarice after accounts tutorial. Then we passed a handphone shop and I went to check out the value of my existing phone as well as how much they were selling the Nokia 7270. That saleman was like trying so hard to sell the phone to me.. Haa too bad, no money no talk. The price was still pretty steep. Still, hope to get the phone soon! Arghhh... how can Clarice get it before me! =X

Yeah so went back to Grassroots later and played photohunt before going for our management lecture. It ended in less and an hour and all of us were off to see the Women's soccer match. NYP was up against Ngee Ann Poly.

You can't imagine the score man. At half time, NYP was leading 6-0! I left after that because I went to have dinner with my parents at Grassroots and I was told then that the final score was 9-0. Woo hoo.. Fantastic..

Hmm hmm.. I think i need to save more money..

I was thinking to blog yesterday but changed my mind and headed to bed instead. Can't blame me after spending so much time doing up my website. I have enough of html codes already! Hmm.. wonder if there is another assigment..

Enough of that... Yesterday was tennis in the morning.. Wow.. it has been like so long since I played tennis. Ever since I had problems with my knee, I didn't play tennis anymore as I was afraid I may cause more complications. So yeah, definitely lost touch but I have so much time to improve.. Well, that's if my 3rd op is over and everything's well again.

In the evening was guitars lessons.. Lemme see it's the 3rd lesson already. Anyway, can't believe what I saw. As Clarice and I approached our studio, saw this girl screaming and crying loudly near the toilet. Then her mother was like beating her. Things got worse.. She started pushing her against the wall as the girl beat her back too. I think her mother poked her eye.. Looks accidental but that's really not the way. Don't know the situation but it was crazy...

As for guitar lessons, learned new notes again. Hmm and the teacher wasn't too happy with us when we were playing our chords. I guess he keep hearing funny sounds and we were not playing properly. Our class isn't that responsive too so I think he was really angry.. Hoho, better practise for the next lesson!

Hmm.. nothing much today.. Yawnz.. I feel tired..

Oh yeah these 2 days is NYP's open house 2005. Never seen the school so crowded with people. I missed the open house last year so I get to see what's it like now.. Haa.. Yeap, yesterday Kingsley said he was coming over and I was wondering why. So met up with him and he said he wanted transfer over to the new DET course. I really don't know what to say.. =X

Hmm.. Finally most tests and projects are cleared. Still, there are more to come.........

Let me share something funny. We were all going to Bishan after school and when we boarded the train, Michelle wasn't suppose to be in it cause she supposed to be at the opposite side. To think that she was telling the witch-turtle joke to Shiya until she got carried away and she came inside the train with us too. And when she discovered, it was already too late. Haha but it was really funny to see her reaction when she said something like "Eh!? Why am I in here?"

Anyway, we planned to eat at Sakae but the buffet time ends at 6pm so went to that err.. (I forgot the name again) Chinese restaurant to eat. I think we all deserve this big meal! The food was nice =)

Yeah feel more relaxed today. It just feels good. Gotta make use of my time wisely.. it's really precioussss..

Alright and before I end let me copy and paste something.. "Hi, this is a question that your group has to think it through. If I give you straight forward solutions, this will kill off the opportunity for your group to put on your thinking caps. You have been taught how to handle open ended classes, use that knowledge."

I feel like strangling him when I saw this message sent to my mail. The him I am referring to is no other than, our stats tutor. Well, our group had actually had a problem with one question and wasn't sure how to change it. So we asked for help and this reply is so....... DOT.. I don't know what to say.. =/

I suddenly feel disappointment in myself. Always been saying this and that but I never put it into action. Easier said that done.. Just for instance, I want to pack my table and clear the total mess but I haven't done it yet.

Perhaps it's time to really wake up to set priorities right and strike a balance between things.

Words are just words. Really meaning it is another thing...

At first I was bothered with my accounts test today. Grrr.. missed out that depreciation expense of 5000 that caused my trial balance not to balance. (Lol, ironic.) I kept wondering what was that difference. But no use brooding over that silly mistake.. it's already over! =)

Trying to space out my time right but I always fail to do so. This week really isn't good. Now I am doing the research for my project and I am literally falling asleep. Zzzzzzz..

The deadline for html webpage and another project for internet & web technologies is absurd! We are given not much time and it's like in the middle of our other ICAs and stuffs. Well, maybe it's good in a way. Looking at another side, being busy may be good. It just keeps you going and help you practise time management. Haha but for a person like me, it's hard.

Whatever. I am looking forward to better days ahead.

Singapore finally won the Tiger Cup after so many years. Hooray! I am not a soccer fan or anything but I will definitely support Singapore in whatever sports. Haa.. I must say the players made great effort in attempts and Lionel Lewis made some good saves.

Ok so much for that.. Now, I am so dead. Accounts test is tomorrow and I am totally not prepared for it. Firstly, accounts is my least favourite module and secondly I don't think anything can get into my head. Grrrrrr..

It sucks. What's more, there is a make up lesson for Microecons tutorial and it's at 8.30am! =/ Sighhh...

Been coughing these few days and hate it when there's phelgm. Kinda pain when you cough too hard. o.O

Just finished watching a simple life 2 and the two girls are just like before. Haha can't blame them as they live a lavish lifestyle. It will really take a long while for them to adapt to a simple life. Anyway, got a shock when Paris Hilton fell from a horse. A pretty bad fall.. Some cuts and bruises..

Hmm didn't blog for quite a long time again. Tuesday was Oral Com test, Thursday was POM test, Friday was Microecons and the coming Monday and Wednesday will be Accounts and Statistics respectively. Argh.. just hate those. Not forgetting there's still a project to end up on Friday.

Once again so many things, so little time!

Another new week of school again..

After management, Clarice, Michelle and I went to grassroots to play photohunt. Just spend a little while there. They went for their soccer after that and Dad came to fetch me home.

Took a quick shower and got ready to go pan pac again for dinner to celebrate yeye's birthday! My dearest grandpa =)

Just love the salmon, dory fish and drunken prawns there. Today there was Unagi too! Haha.. Yum yum.. but I didn't ate much. I think I am falling sick or should I say I am already sick? Last 2 days had runny nose and today, can feel that my throat isn't too good. Cough please stay away!

Yup, so came home to cut the chocolate cake. Lol.. my grandpa have difficulty blowing all the candles out. Hmm.. Everyone was full so we just took a little slice each.

77. Wow. The numbers just keep increasing.. I can't imagine what I will be doing then?

I mean it when you can't have everything. Doing something means sacrificing on another thing you love. Opportunity costs sucks.

It's Uncle Roy's wedding today. Went for the wedding lunch at Orchard. Hmm can't remember the hotel name. Dessert was the best.. Yummy mango pudding. Congrats to Uncle Roy and his wife, Carol. =)

Now I can't focus on anything. So damn distracted by the stuffs in the house. Arghhhhh opportunity costs!

Clarice was late! From 3.00 to 3.30 and she came at about 4+? By the time we eat, we left only about 20 mins to revise work. Haha Clarice said it was Shiya's fault. She has yet to get her specs, jacket and etc..

Went back to Yamaha at Hougang and it brought back the memories as I used to have organ lessons there. How I remembered this really nice and sweet teacher who always encouraged students but after teaching us for a while, we were transferred to another teacher. Till now I can still recall the teacher's name.. Ms Ng. She was the "witch" in my eyes and everytime there was a exam, I would feel so afraid because she was fierce. Maybe I was young and sensitive to feel that way but I really hated the way she taught the class. At that time, I was dreading organ lessons. Not long after, I quit.

That was so long ago and I never thought I would stepped back to the very same place for lessons again. Now it's guitar.

I guess Clarice and I were the oldest there but I don't think the ages differ a lot. Mostly were all sec sch students. About 9 students in total and majority, girls. Sadly there was only 1 guy. =X

Learned the most fundamentals of guitar. Reading notes.. position.. fingering.. etc..

Definitely lots of practice to do.

Option day was on Wednesday and I am having a tough time choosing the options. Customer relationship management? Services? Supply-chain? Retail and travel? Human resource? Grr... all sounds so boring to me.

Got to think fast because I am running out of time. I don't want to be hasty and choose something that is of no interest of me.. Still have to consider lots of stuffs too.. Help!

Hmm.. I will leave that out for a while. Perhaps consult my bro. Anyway, after school on Thursday, went to collect my Christmas present from Jacqueline Panda Dottie. More like a new year present already? Haha but I think I kept my korean souveniers much longer =X Can't help it cause didn't find the opportunity to pass it to her.

I was shocked when I opened the unique-wrapped present. As I folded down the last side of cloth, it revealed Meiji's Meltykiss chocolate and Ayumi's cd.

Ah? She actually bought the cd for me? Haha apparently not. She burned it but it looked so real because she made her very own design on it. Surprised I must say. She's a big fan of Ayumi and she said she won't burn for me when I asked for it.. so, I couldn't believe it. Thanks to the best dottie in the world. =X

Friday, that's today. We watched Phantom of the Opera. Nice movie but those who hate musicals, don't watch it because you might probably sleep in the cinema? Perhaps not cause there are a few shocking parts in the show.

Ok, that's an update for these few days. Out!

I know it's not the right thing to skip lessons. But Uncle Mark, Theresa Yeeyee, Chris and Paul flight back to Australia is today. Their time of the flight wasn't good for me as it was like in between lesson times. I had no choice but to skip. I mean how long are they always here in Singapore? I hardly get to see them.

Before I met everyone at the airport, went to eat Sakae's Teppanyaki with Clarice. It was great. Ate so much that my stomach was on the verge to explode. "It's just a small piece of fried tofu, finish it up.." came from Clarice. It's all her fault that I was so bloated. =X

She left after our delicious meal and I went to meet everyone. We bid farewell. After lots of hugs and handshakes, they went in. We waved for quite a while..

Awww.. gonna miss them. Hehe.. but oh well, perhaps next year they will be back. One thing to be happy about, bought a Creative Zen Micro! So far so good, no complains. I didn't know it was so small till I saw it at Sim Lim. =)

Guess I will be busy exploring my very own new product for quite a while. Later..

12 days of Christmas will end pretty soon and it's time to change my blogskin. I wanna try designing my own skin but I guess I won't have any time to do it. Perhaps I will stick back to my previous one first and when I have the time, I will try to do up a new one.

Hmm.. so many things I wanna buy all of a sudden and they are not cheap stuffs. Like a digital camera, a handphone and a mp3player. Grrr.. it's $$, $$ and more $$$..

Lots of other wishes too. Will they ever come true?

It's another new year again, 2005.

Celebrated new year at Jurong. Sadly, we missed the countdown. Before we knew it, it was over. Haha how dumb? Still, we had fun by using party and snow sprays. Sprayed each other and strangers too.

Went to Clarice's house after that and played Mahjong. My luck was bad, didn't win any games at all. Anyway, we played a few rounds and started going into conversations. Then I went to help Clarice with her computer which was infected with so many rubbish viruses. It was 4+ when we slept and woke up at 8+.. Breakfast was next at the coffeeshop and we came back to play cards.

Headed later to Jurong point for lunch at Siam Kitchen. Thanks to Clarice's mother for the treat!

Now I am stuck with accounts. But I am really really sleepy. Didn't had a good rest these few days because of the new year. Yesterday night was at aunt's house for another gathering. It was fun playing blackjack in a group. Much more fun with bets! I won 85 cents! Haha.. However, 2 policemen actually came to the door and said that a neighbour had complained about the noise. Hey come on, it's the new year!? Such a unfriendly neighbour my aunt has. Zzzz... So we just kept our volumes down and continued the game.

I reached home at about roughly 2+ and to think I will have a good rest but, no. I knew I will sleep over lunch time but my Mum came to wake me up for lunch. Arghh it was such a nice time to sleep! It was raining and it was cold and nice.

I guess my mood wasn't too good for the day due to the lack of sleep. I better wash up and get ready for bed already.